Tuesday, 2 August 2011

Yours forever, even in hurt...

Mine,

No longer mine. I stand here drenched in pouring torrents of pain. Unsure of what to say next. My hollow chest from where my heart used to reside echoes the drops of burning pain. Applying salt to my open wound. Knowing that you are no longer mine and feeling the sting of every tear that I cannot allow to fall. You were my life even if I dod not show it and you did know it. You are everything I ever wanted in every songle aspect and true to my nature I found a way to mess it up. The messed up part is I still remain yours in my mind. My heart is empty since you moved out, my heart died.

My mind is playing tricks on me. Seeing you in my dreams, hearing your voice in my dreams, hearing your voice even when I am awake but when I look you are not there. The madness of heartache is damaging. You haunt me deep in my heart, the echo of your last words remain bouncing off the wall of the cave that used to be my heart. I don't know how to say this. You were everything to me and I....

I do not wish you hurt in any aspect of my life so I shall let you go. I pray you are well and pray a thought of me may cross your mind from time to time.

Because even in this unimaginable hurt,

I remain,

always yours.

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