"...waking up is hard to do, sleep is impossible too..." Better that we Break-Maroon 5
You were everything to me. My whole heart and happiness depended on you. It is my fault we're through. I can't feel anything but pain. My pain continues with every single beat my heart takes. It seems that with every beat, more pain courses through my body. I feel the pain deep inside me...deeper than anything I have ever felt. My sadness emanates in every pore of my being. I sit here...trying to think straight. It gets harder each day to think that there are things I will never get to share with you. Your name fully inscribed on my heart now leaves me with a heart with crosses. You are everywhere I seem to go, I see you in all that I do.
I didn't know how deeply in love I was with you until you took your love from me and left me reeling from the shock of it all. Unable to smile, to laugh truly, to do anything but think of what could have been, what is happening now...God my heart breaks with each sigh... One more breath taken without you here, one more blink without you to focus on. We long for things that are gone and as such I long so deeply for your warmth, laugh, your smile, your hair in my face when we sleep, your kiss, your love.... I long for you and the pain hit me again when I realise that you are not here. You are no longer here...my heart is uncomfortable...my pain has no end....
Ellis i love you! this is so dramatic and romantic and weird that you sent it to so many females in one status update! lol. you are Ellis for reals. But even when its sad, i enjoy reading this. let not your heart be uncomfortable... because every memory, every experience, we all helped each other! I miss you tones!
ReplyDelete