I have lost the ability to tell joy from sadness...
because I have been sad too long...
I continue to spiral down into emptiness...
consumed by a burning pain that...
only...
burns everything.
I stand a barren wasteland...
incapable of feeling anything....feeling nothing.
I had a link that held me onto reality...
One that I was so sure would be there...
But like verything else in my life it was yanked from me,,,
yanked becuse I tried to hold on...
to my last vestige of hope...
of feeling,
until it was cruelly pulled from my hands..
breaking my link...
leaving me rubbing the wounds...
from where my heart held the chians....
This fire of desertion
of loss of all i have loved
has left me...
with nothing
I am a desert where not even Fawke's tears...
can grow a flower
Can I be impervious to a pain I cant even feel anymore...
I am aware of your presence everywhere I go...
But you are too far from my sight...
and the sand from the desert winds of sadness hurl themselves at my eyes...
But tears have scalded my eyes that they no longer see..
so the sand is more or less uselss...
I walk through the desert alone...I am the desert..
A barren land drained of all that fed me...
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